There is no justice. At all. No matter where you look.
It doesn't matter what you do, what you say, what you strive for. In the end, the bastards win and that's okay. This is something I have learnt and have accepted as the most basic of facts; I have ingrained it into my psychology for years. The only way to work your way up in this world is to be a bastard. Being a good, kind, caring person will get you nowhere except under the heels of those who aren't.
Where you are born means everything. Who you are born as defines who you will be. Society is designed to restrict free-thinking and encourages stagnation; maintaining the status quo is the most important thing. Some people get nothing, others get everything handed to them on a silver plate.
The only solace is that I will be dead before the current way that humans live wipes them out.
There is no point in fighting the flow of the river. It will just keep going, and going, and going... there is no point in trying to make your mark on the world, for time and human endeavour will destroy you and all memories of you that ever existed. You will merely be a faded record, and nothing of significance. As if you ever were something of significance.
These are the basic things that life is based on. I have had mobs out the window and the floor burning beneath me, and I wasn't afraid. Fear is a paralytic. Fear is weak.
Anger creates actions. Anger is strength. And I am so very angry at the world.
And now I have met the most fantastic person. He is oh so much smarter than you are, oh so much stronger. He will outlast us all and you can't do a thing to stop him.
I am sure you know who he is.
I have only one aspiration. To look at him and to learn from him. To research, to gather information, to learn more. I intend to gather as much information as possible. I will decipher his secrets and use them for my own advantage.
This is all in accordance with the belief that a person must make their own way in the world. I am forging my own identity by becoming one with the greatest being to have ever lived; and soon, he shall be the greatest being to ever die. I shall become like a god.
"In Me, I Trust."
I feel so much better having got this off my chest~! No puzzles today, sorry~~~! I've just got a few new sets of bruises, so those have been occupying my time. So, so, so sorry! Maybe next time~~~~?